Jeff's Eyes - what they say to me;
A childlike quality,
That puts a smile upon my face.
Every time I look at them
They make my heart race.
Jeff's - what they long for;
A loving feeling, so intense,
When I look into them.
It is a feeling my heart can sense.
Jeff's Eyes - what they desire;
To give himself completely
Body, Mind, Heart and Soul,
And in return to have
These given to him;
Truly, Deeply, Willingly
for him to call his own.
Jeff's Eyes - how they make me want him;
In every possible way.
To talk to him, to touch him,
To lust for him, to make love to him,
To know all of him inside and out,
To share our laughter without a doubt.
Jeff's Eyes - what a wondrous thing;
I feel special he chose me
To see his eyes
The way they were meant to be.
I fell in love with you once . . .
And while I couldn’t let you know immediately
Eventually, in time, all was revealed.
They say that when you fall into love,
It can never last.
They say that true love grows, takes time,
But from the time I first fell in love with you,
My love has grown.
I know now that if I had the choice
To do it all over again.
I would, without a moment’s hesitation.
Yes, there may be regrets.
Yes, there may be disappointments.
Yes, there may be uncertainty.
But what is life without love?
And while I know you’re not perfect -
After all, who is?
And while there may be things about you which get to me,
I love you, despite them all.
And while I’m sure there may be others,
Considered more beautiful, more lovely, more charming,
There are none considered by me.
you
The most charming in personality,
The most beautiful person I have ever known -
And as such, I love you.
I said I fell in love with you once -
Well, that wasn’t exactly true.
Cuz every time you look me in the eye,
And smile that smile of yours,
That bubbles up from within your heart,
I find myself falling in love with you all over again.
No matter what has happened in my day,
No matter how I feel,
I find my heart opening to you all over again
No matter what has happened in the past,
No matter what may, or may not happen in the future,
I find myself in love.
After all, what is life without love?
And what is love without you?
Why doubt now? . . . when in the past your trust has been your strength.
Why doubt now? . . . if you believe love will prevail at length.
Why doubt now? . . . new promises, new hopes will be in vain,
When doubting still, you cannot see the love that's there, so plain.
Face the future smiling, weepers never win,
Make up your mind to trust anew, forget about past sin.
Forget the hurt,
Forget the pain,
Remember love, and love again!
Hey sorry I haven't writen in here forever... well i guess ill update. I go to cayon rose now and i have a boyfriend but i kinda have a problem with him lately. He told me he had a dream of him and my best friend stephanie the other night... I wish i looked like her sometimes i secretly hate her for being so besutiful..I wish i look like her and had her personality... Shes always saying no one likes her and how ugly she is but dude if all my boyfriends end up likeing her after they meet her then duh your BEAUTIFUL you need to get that threw you head. Anyways back to my boyfriend Jeff... he keeps telling me how much he loves me and i know he does, but sometimes i dunno i dont think we gonna be together forever i want to but you know... I just have that feeling.I love him more then life itself if i dont have him i wouldnt have anything to call my own... I think i should just break up with him and die.gerr today sucks so bad.I mean i know he wouldnt leave me for her but if they were in the same room together alone for like the whole night i think something will end up happening.Well... Thursdays my last day of school..yay... no one probley reads this anymore but oh well at least i get out my anger. If you read this tell me what i should do about my bestfriend and boyfriend or if i should even do anything...dont say well talk to him either b/c i already did he just says nothing will make him break up with me for her or some shit like that and she says she would never date him but you know shes done it before so i guess i better just trust them...maybe
Naughty Poems
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> Sex is evil
> Evil is sin
> Sins are forgiven
> So stick it in.
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> Roses are red,
> Violets are corny,
> When i think of you
> Oh baby i get horny,
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> I like your style
> I like your class
> but most of all i like your ass
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> Kissing is a habit
> Fucking is a game
> Guys get all the pleasure
> Girls get all the pain
> The guy says i love you
> You believe its true
> But when your tummy starts to swell,
> He says 'to hell with you'
> 10 minutes of pleasure
> 9 months in pain
> 3 days in hospital
> A baby without a name
> The baby is a bastard
> The mother is a whore
> This never wouldn't have happened
> If the rubber wouldn't have torn
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> Guys are like roses,
> Watch out for the pricks.
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> Sex is when a guys information
> enters a girls communication
> to increase the population
> for a younger generation
> do you get the information...
> or do you need a demonstration
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> Mental anxiety,
> Mental breakdowns,
> Menstrual cramps,
> Menopause...
> Did you ever notice how all women's
problems
> begin
> with MEN!?!?!?
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> Eat me,
> Beat me,
> Bite me,
> Blow me,
> Suck me,
> Fuck me,
> Very slowly,
> if you kiss me,
> don't be sassy,
> Use your tongue
> and make it nasty!!!!
> ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
> Holy mother, full of grace
> Bless my boyfriend's gorgeous face
> Bless his hair that tends to curl
> Keep him away from all other girls
> Bless his arms that are so strong
> Put his hands where they belong
> Bless his dick, the one i sucked
> Bless the bed, in which we fuck
> And if my mom happened to walk in
Bless the shit
> I'd be in.
No more, no less,
Come as a friend.
Not stupid, not smart,
Come as a human being.
Not pretty, not ugly,
Come as you are.
Not early, not late,
Come on time.
Not shy, not outgoing,
Come with personality.
Not happy, not sad,
Come with feelings.
Don't come with a fake identity,
Come as you always are.
You perfect the way you are!!
It's been three days
You come around here like you know me
Your stuff at my place
Next thing you know, you'll be using my toothpaste
Step up, sit down
Get ready, let me tell you who's the boss now
Stay here, get out
Everytime i turn around you're in my face
Don't care where you think you've been, and how you're getting
over
If you think you've got me down
Just wait it gets much colder
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Shut up, come back
Know i didn't really mean to say that
I'm mixed up, so what
Yea you want me so you're messed up too
I love you, I hate you
If you only knew what i've been through
My head is spinnin'
But my heart is in the right place
Sometimes it has to have it's self a little earthquake
Here I am,
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so i can push you away
And when youre crawlin over broken glass to get to me
That's when i'll let you stay
Oh, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Love me for me
Whoa, here I am
As perfect as i'm ever gonna be
You'll see
Love me for me
Stick around,
I'm not the kinda girl you wanna leave
You'll see
Love me for me
Jeff's Eyes - what they do to me;
A color I can't quite say,
A feeling indescribable,
Whenever I look his way.
Jeff's Eyes - what they say to me;
A childlike quality,
That puts a smile upon my face.
Every time I look at them
They make my heart race.
Jeff's - what they long for;
A loving feeling, so intense,
When I look into them.
It is a feeling my heart can sense.
Jeff's Eyes - what they desire;
To give himself completely
Body, Mind, Heart and Soul,
And in return to have
These given to him;
Truly, Deeply, Willingly
for him to call his own.
Jeff's Eyes - how they make me want him;
In every possible way.
To talk to him, to touch him,
To lust for him, to make love to him,
To know all of him inside and out,
To share our laughter without a doubt.
Jeff's Eyes - what a wondrous thing;
I feel special he chose me
To see his eyes
The way they were meant to be.
I love to see you smile
And I love knowing that I caused that smile
I love to see you happy
And I love knowing that I caused that happiness
I love to look into your beautiful eyes
And I love the way I fall into them
I love it when you hold my hand
And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours
I love to tease and torment you
And I love it when you tease and torment me
I love it when you touch me
And I love to touch you
I love to see how beautiful you are each time I see you
And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel
I love wanting so badly to kiss you
And I love the way you want to take things slow
I love the fact that you still want to be my friend
And I love that I want to be yours
I love so many things about you
But the most important thing is:
I Love you!
Something must be wrong with me
with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger,
and never any pride.
Something must be wrong with me
if all I do is cry,
I can't stop this pain
all I want to do is die.
Something must be wrong with me
if my emotions run wild,
all this confusion does
is make me feel like a lost child.
Something must be wrong with me
with all these terrible things,
always there and never gone
depression is what it brings.
Something must be wrong with me
if I can't stop these thoughts,
all this pain does
is turn my stomach in knots.
Something is truly wrong with me
when I think there's only one way out,
"Let this pain end,"
is all my heart will shout.
